Sorry (No)

The year I learned to tie my own shoes
Was the same year I learned
I could take my own life
Was the same year my
Sister said she wished she was pretty
That's when I felt
The wicked in the closet come alive

That next year I learned to shave
It was the year I held the blade In the bathroom
Cut my knuckles up
Too scared to do the other thing
And the year they taught us grace
Was the year I lost my faith
I was praying for a friend to help me
Bury all the secrets in the grave
Ooh, ooh
MM

In my mom's old house
Found the evil hand-me-downs
In the basement
It was waiting for me
Screaming, "Take me home"
I tried it on
Felt so good in my arms
'Til it didn't
Thread the ribbon
There's no place like home
I'm not alone here am I?

MM
I love this song

I was learning how to multiply nine's
With my fingers
Around the same time I was ready
To fly
I would listen to Madonna
On my mom's old stereo
Rewind, pause, and repeat
Until I got the words right

Then I heard her
Crying in the hallway
We graded paper's all night
And I love her
Think I'll stay here longer
Her darkness looks just like mine

In my dad's old house
Found the evil hand-me-downs
In the basement
It was waiting for me
Screaming, "Take me home" (Take me home)
I tried it on
Felt so good in my arms
'Til it didn't
Thread the ribbon
There's no place like home

I'm not alone here am I?
I'm not alone here am I?