Reading into the signs but I can't find a meaning

But all the songs that I write, they just keep on repeating

We could've had a dog by now

Living in a perfect house

Could've been so good, so I

Keep on reading the signs thinking I'll find a meaning

You only text when I'm high and I'm thinking 'bout you

I'm looking up at the sky wondering if you are too

You're the logic, the reason, the voice that I needed

But I've had to learn to get away

I'm the dreamer, your keeper, emotional reaper

I know you're just too afraid to stay

And I know that you're worried about me

but I promise that I'm doing well

Talk about it, you doubt it, but I just needed you to know

I can love you and let you go

I remember our summers at lollapalooza

Told you I'd be on stage, never thought I would lose ya

Now you're just a blurry face out there in a crowded space

Could've been so good, but I

I remember our summers at lollapalooza

You're the logic, the reason, the voice that I needed

But I've had to learn to get away

I'm the dreamer, your keeper, emotional reaper

I know you're just too afraid to stay

And I know that you're worried about me

but I promise that I'm doing well

Talk about it, you doubt it, but I just needed you to know

I can love you and let you go

I can love you, I can love you

Love you and let you go

I can love you, I can love you, I can love you

Love you and let you go

You only text when I'm high and I'm thinking 'bout you

And I'm looking up at the sky wondering if you are