I don't wanna think about that thing I said or what I did

I'm sure I'm sorry, sure that I regret it

Wonder if my friends can tell

That lately I'm not doing well

Between my head and heart it's Armageddon

But I, I'm killing myself, killing myself slowly

I, I do it so well

Little distractions, they happen

My ex in my bed, I'm only obsessed 'til I have it

God dammit, a joint in my hand, I'm ghosting my friends

It's a tactic, but the fact is

When it's all said and done, getting numb is a bandage

A little distraction (a little distraction)

Kinda wish I never took that little hit

The catalyst that night was the beginning of the ending

And every timе I say I'll quit

I'm lying just a little bit

Yeah, I just wish for once I rеally meant it

(I really meant it)

'Cause I, I'm killing myself, killing myself knowing

I, I do it so well

Little distractions, they happen

My ex in my bed, I'm only obsessed 'til I have it

God dammit, a joint in my hand, I'm ghosting my friends

It's a tactic, but the fact is

When it's all said and done, getting numb is a bandage

A little distraction (Ooh)

A little distraction, a little destruction

A little bit desperate, a little dysfunction

A little bit distant, a little bit, a little bit

A little bit anxious, a little bit angry

A little bit always trying to blame me

A little bit happy, a little bit

But just a little bit

Little distractions, reactions

I'm trying my best, but still I'm upset with my habits

God dammit, got a joint in my hand, I'm ghosting my friends

It's a tactic, but the fact is

When it's all said and done, getting numb is a bandage

A little distraction