I've spent my last night
strung up and pulled tight, holding out
sleeping proud
an answer comes without a "please"
do what you want

wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss
I'd rather live my life in regret than do this
what happened to the love we both knew?
we both chased?
hanging on a cigarette
you need me
you burn me
you'll burn me

hushed with a finger
don't say you'll never when you might...
just another time
this poison comes instruction free
do what you want but I'm drinking

try to lie better next time
stay on my side tonight