A lonely cry for help reaching out for help to anyone

A silent prayer to God to help you on your way

I've been depressed so long

It's hard to remember when I was happy

I've felt like suicide a dozen times or more

But that's the easy way, that's the selfish way

the hardest part is to get on with your life

You're searching in the dark

clutching at straws to find a way

You take the Tarot cards and throw them to the wind

Your questions your beliefs,

your inner thoughts, your whole existence

And if there is a God then answer if you will

And tell me of my fate, tell me of my place

Tell me if I'll ever rest in peace

If you could live your life again

Would you change a thing or leave all the same

If you had the chance again

Would you change a thing at all

When you look back at your past

Can you say that you are proud of what we've done

Are there times when you believe

That the right you thought was wrong

All of my life I have believed

Judgement of Heaven is waiting for me