Everytime I searched for the ways To break the truth "lonliness from birth to death" I saw the ambition slaving on the mouths I saw the fight that I've been, aimless Going as I came , dying as I born Everytime I thought this pain I can see the human made truth But I can't change the order Faith and soul tied Ones like me calmed With optimizing reality I realized ? Everyone has a story Everyone failed once test of life My pain doesn't decrease yours And yours doesn't mine Rivalry is told as the best way for nature Ok , Allright ? Have ever the ones told that realized That the solidarity was ever tried ? Going as we came , Dying as we born Is this the natural state of mind ? Unanswered questions , using none of mind ? Compelled to understand , But ? Despite all lived memories Despite bloody cries At the end , my last words standing : "this is real life"