A veil of ignorance is calling me
Weird dreams of inouwee
Paranoia is my only friend
Will they ever see me running again?

Numb body in a numb mind
Can't fight it if you can't fight
Numb body in a numb mind
Can't fight it if you won't die

This is the essence, this is my time
This is a constant state of mind (x2)

Staring into the black boiling pan
As if I ever get a glimpse of the future
Try to look beneath it all, and capture what is real
About myself

Numb body in a numb mind
Can't fight it if you can't fight
Numb body in a numb mind
Can't fight it if you won't die

This is the essence, this is my time
This is a constant state of mind (x2)

My knees are weak, my head falls
Heavy to the floor, bam I think I've been here before
It's burning right down to the core, once more
Got a lot to lose, but no pockets to keep the secrets
Got a lot to lose but no balance, to fight this haunting

But this is my time

This is the essence, this is my time
This is a constant state of mind (x2)