Your body has a brain that goes against your own

I could look up

I could turn a blind eye

Marionette lines taking control

Break it down and swallow it dry

And I know I couldn't wait for your love

It ain't always gonna wake me up

Take a hit, ride along

Get a grip, collarbone

And you paid for those mistakes I made

It ain't hard enough to walk away

Carry on, play alone

Settle in, but you know I fold

When you're aiming at me, one eye closed

Like you know where it hurts me most

Do you think about December?

And you know it isn't lost on me

It ain't always what I thought it'd be

Sour blue, bitter tongue

Getting old, staying young

And I changed with еvery step I took

See your face in еvery place I look

Heavy lift, steady on

Get a grip, collarbone

You know I fold

When you're aiming at me, one eye closed

Like you know where it hurts me most

If you wrestle with the midnight cold

Do you think that you'd remember?

Every exhale was clouded smoke

And I stand on every word I spoke

Do you think about December?