I take a hit of anything
To escape it all
We're suffocating
The sharpened blade
Reality
Sometimes I wanna hurt me
I know it's hard to hear that I'm
Waitin' for the new year
Don't wanna waste my life chasin' while
Try to swim towards the light

Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep ends
I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
Got so tired of feelin' down
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
Well, take a look what I've been through
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety

Wanna make you proud of me
But slowly I'm killing me
Playing with chеmistry
Floating to the ceiling
Always rock 'n' roll 'til you die, you know, you been flyin'
Now I'm shaking at night, swеating the sheets out
Grinding my teeth out
But still the world will glamorize it all

Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep ends
I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
Got so tired of feelin' down
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
Well, take a look what I've been through
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety

If I could leave one thing for you
It's exactly what not to do
I'm so proud of you
Take a look what I've been through
And take a look what I—

Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep end
I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
Got so tired of feelin' down
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
Well, take a look what I've been through
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety