I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in a drought, I guess I'll start again I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in this house (I am my only friend)
Lately, I know I've been a punk and I need to sober up Double cup, it got me stuck, I think I'm losin' it (Yeah) 'Cause every time that I've been gettin' stuck (I'm stuck) There's a line inside my head (My head) Of all my friends, that they've been dead since I made it out
It's every time that you cross my mind Remember the times, but I know that you won't ever change I'm not sobering up, sick and tired of love If you draw that line, bae, I hope you know I'm crossin' it
I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in a drought, I guess I'll start again I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in this house, I am my only friend Over and over again, it's like I never win Why you puttin' me down? It don't make any sense I'm not sober again, but I'm tryna pretend Like everything's alright but it's over with
I get drunk and interrupt, and my eyes look red Because I'm mad at myself, I stab the openin' Lately, everything I say you just tell me is wrong I told her I won't be here long, I can't hold it in
Every time you cross my mind I burn another memory to keep yours inside I saw us drown like high tide And everything is nothing if you're not here tonight
I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in a drought, I guess I'll start again I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in this house, I am my only friend Over and over again, it's like I never win Why you puttin' me down? It don't make any sense I'm not sober again, but I'm tryna pretend Like everything's alright but it's over with