Why do I keep running
From the person I'm becoming?
I spent all my money
But I'll be happy when I die
It's game over
10 AM and I'm not sober
Trying to keep my composure
So I could be happy when I die

I'm trying to make me a mil'
But shit, I can't pay my bills
'Cause I be craving them pills
They say I'm crazy as hell
I need a place I can chill
Stay away in the hills
I'll catch a case if you will
'Cause I ain't taking no L's
Make sure your seatbelts are fastened
I ain't the cat you imagine
'Cause I'm sociopathic and a little old fashioned
Like a young Charles Manson
And a recent Tеd Danson
Try to cause a distraction
Charlie, wait, what happenеd?
See, what had happened was
I never really gave a fuck
Plus I was dangerous
When buzzed off a case of Bud
Money, I don't make enough
Won't hesitate to take your drugs
The real you's just fake as fuck
Before I die I'll take the dub

Why do I keep running
From the person I'm becoming?
I spent all my money
But I'll be happy when I die
It's game over
10 AM and I'm not sober
Trying to keep my composure
So I could be happy when I die

Down the 101 with no one inside my ride
Wasting away, lost my baby and don't know why
But I've been faded like all my life
Sometimes I question if the pain is ever worth my high
I talk to God but he ain't ever answer
I really wish I had a reason to ask for some peace back
'Cause in my life I don't relax
A heart attack, I feel my love is starting to relapse

Why do I keep running
From the person I'm becoming?
I spent all my money
But I'll be happy when I die
It's game over
10 AM and I'm not sober
Trying to keep my composure
So I could be happy when I die

But I'll be happy when I die