Dear Diary,
Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward
I couldn?t get enough money to go to the (My Chemical
Romance?s?) suffocate me dry concert
It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs
like, Stab My Heart cause I Love You and Rip Apart My
Soul and of course Stabity, Rip, Stab, Stab
And it doesn?t help that I couldn?t get my hair to
flipply thing the other day like that guy from that
band could do. Somedays.

I?m an emo kid, unconfomting as can be you?d me
uncomforting to if you looked just like me

I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I?m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs, cause
I feel real deep when I?m dressing in drag

I call it freedom of expression,
you?ll just call me a fag
Cause our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look
like dikes
Cause emo is one step below tranfestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don?t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I?m dark, and sensitive and have low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara and now I?m grounded for a week

Sulking and writing poetry are my hobby
I can?t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without
sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me
It?s never any fun they say they already have a pussy
They don?t need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don?t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye my hair nail polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

My life is just a black abyss
You know? It?s so dark
And its suffocating me
Grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip
Tighter then a pair of my little sisters jeans.
Which look great on me, by the way

When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every
direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an
erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed
glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during
classes
I?m just a bad cheap imitation of goth
You could read me Catcher In The Rye and watch me
jack-off

I wear skin tight clothes
while hating my life
If I said I liked girls
I?d only be half right

I look like I?m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw XBOX I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like whine and hit my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo

My parents don?t get emo
They think I?m gay because they saw me kiss a guy
well, a couple of guys
But I mean it's so selfless, can?t two, or four dudes
make out with each other without being gay
I mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways
I don?t know diary, sometimes I think you?re the only
one on that gets me, You?re my best friend