Dear God,
I’m writing this letter to you
Cause I don’t have a clue
Can you help me?

I’m sitting here
Simply trying to figure out
What my life’s all about
Can you tell me?

I never wanted to be
The person you see
Can you tell me who I am?

I always wanted to die
But you kept me here alive
Can you tell me who I am?

I lie awake
Conducting this symphony

that you have gifted to me
But I can’t ever sleep

Don’t be mad but I get weak inside
and I start to fall apart
Cause I feel nothing

I never wanted to be
Some kind of comic relief
Please show me who I am

I’ve been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
But I don’t know who I am

And I thank you man for everything
Sorry I feel frightened about all of it

But I wish I could give you more

And all the lights are shinning down on me

And I feel intimidated by it all

I never wanted to be
The person you see
But thank you

Oh, God please tell me now
Are you disappointed? Are you proud?

Haven’t I done everything
Everything

I’m so sorry I’m so weak
And I’ve turned into a freak
But I don’t know anything
Anything

I’ve lost all self-esteem
By burying everything
And I feel nothing
Nothing

Oh God please tell me now
Oh God please tell me now
Cause I feel nothing

And dear God I’m writing this letter to you

I am coming unglued

Please help me