Maddening desire
Burning like fire
Rages inside of me
I don't understand
Why god favored his hand
When I've given my offering

Crouching sin like a tiger
Strikes and devours
I'm losing control of me
Blood on my hands
I lie to myself
And I follow my fleshly will

Jealousy, seems to me
Devil's poison, poisoned me
Mortality, my vanity
A choice was made

God asked me a question
Boldly I told him
“I'm not his keeper I said”
“what have you done?
Blood cries from the ground
From the ground you'll toil.”

God came and cursed me
And told me I'd wander
With no home for myself
I begged god for mercy
He marked me to save me
A nomad with no conscience

Help me lord to protect my existence
Wandering around with no home or protection
I did what I did and now I have to live with it
But save me now, save me now
Save me now, save me now

Jealousy, consuming me
Toxic feelings, coming over me
Jealousy, blinding me
A choice was made