I've lost my bearings in a familiar place
Caught here staring through the space of a past life
It's all been said and done
I've found myself, I find myself
I'm finding out that I won't ever have it all figured out

To be built up, to be destroyed, to progress colorfully
My head swells and these lines pour out from me
like dreams
Into my own deep wells. I'm delving deeper
Gathering the nerve to bite down
and swallow my own shadow
To become one with all the sadness and dark
That's made me hesitate til now
The choice to drown is mine alone