You can not keep your eyes on my I'm with my hands shaking, oh no Is that what it's looking like? Everything you should have done is said no All you should have done is go away But baby, that's what you did?
I would have gone home, I would have knocked the door But all you did was give in I never thought that would happen Honey, I never thought it was so weak I'm putting an end to all the lost time Watch as I put our moments outside
I'm almost crying but you do not deserve my tears So I swallow my own heart Cause he'll never see me cry he'll never see me give in And even if it hurts, I just scratch a phosphorous In all our swearings and plans for the future Because you should've said no You should have thought of us
That time, it was midnight in your car Our song played on the radio You should have thought of that On how my red lipstick stayed on your neck And how amazing it was to have that wind in our hair You accelerated down the lonely highway Just as my heart was also faster
On a summer vacation, California with our friends I was feeling in a teenage dream You made me sigh in my room Whispering poetry in my ear Darling, did you think about it? Because if you thought, you should've said no
I left my scarf in your house That time we spent the night talking about our lives And about how we would get married and live in a small town I have your letters in a box under my bed They remind me of the meetings on the porch of my house At dawn, step by step, whispers Because my mother did not know
(Honey, did you think of us?)
I swallow my heart and my hands continue to tremble I take two steps back and I sigh This ends now, watch me throw away our whole story Because you should've said no You should have gone home