I've been losing rest, I've been counting my sheep
And I've been taking melatonin just to catch me some sleep
And I've been wasting serotonin but, hey, at least it's free
And you could say that it's different, you're still dead to me

And I'm an asshole, two-faced
I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
And every single problem in my head goes two ways
That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché
Wouldn't wanna lose me
And I'm an asshole, two-faced
I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
And every single problem in my head goes two ways
That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché
Wouldn't wanna lose me

She been trying to drive down the highway, six speed
I've been tryna lighten it up 'til I'm six feet
She been light drinking all night so she tipsy
Her father been spending all night wondering is she gonna be alright
Or is she gonna spend the night with someone
She don't really like, it's fucked up
She don't really mind, it's young love
Tell me, have you ever took a shot in the dark?
I took a shot to my head to match the hole in my heart
And I'm so tired, lately lying to my friends and my family
And I'm so scared to open up but I think that's just the man in me
And my head is filled with dark thoughts, hooks, and profanities
I've been losing myself in my brand new reality
I've been losing my grip, I've been wasting humanity
And your boy still texts 'cause I think he a fan of me

And I'm an asshole, two-faced
I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
And every single problem in my head goes two ways
That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché
Wouldn't wanna lose me
And I'm an asshole, two-faced
I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
And every single problem in my head goes two ways
That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché
Wouldn't wanna lose me