Send you a message
my courage is kind of gone
I'm so in love
that I forgot that I loved you alone
you look so sad
but I need to pretend I don't matter
but really I've been getting lost in us

you go so far
I've been worrying about you
I've been falling in love with you
but maybe I'm just a ghost to you
just a friend
or a lie
it's like a dark paradise

so I need to give up
you are words I could never learn
you speak a language you could never talk
you were never mine
and I can never be yours
were there any reasons to die for
but I will never be something you could love
it's better to give up

You throw your head back when you laugh
isolate yourself when you are sad
I absorb your problems into me
I can't control this shit
just talk to me
why don't you speak?
You can not see?
I'm thrown at your feet
I'm Screaming on the cliff

so I need to give up
you are words I could never learn
you speak a language you could never talk
you were never mine
and I can never be yours
were there any reasons to die for
but I will never be something you could love
it's better to give up