Introduction to the wildlife, living in my dreams at night Go back to sleep, roaches crawl into my mouth 9 Years old, not a day went by I wake up. I throw up the bile Carry me. I slept on the toilet seat What the fuck was wrong with me? I made up so many stories to explain The horrible feelings nobody believed in Pain's no stranger Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way I was sick and nobody helped me Get it out, get it out Something's inside me Get it out, get it out I was sick and nobody helped me My parents failed to know This problem was eventually solved all on its own Didn't seem so bad at the time I was just a child, I couldn't have known Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way I was sick and nobody helped me Get it out, get it out Something's inside me Get it out, get it out I was sick and nobody helped me (Hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me, lonely) All my confidence just rattles and shakes Like my arms and legs and even my lips when I'm awake I can't fight this all on my own I was sick and nobody helped me I was sick and nobody… My independence stems from you not giving a fuck Hold me Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way I was sick and nobody helped me Get it out, get it out Something's inside me Get it out, get it out I was sick and nobody helped me You never, never helped me