In confusion I never knew how you felt about me My devotion – now I guess you’ll never see it My love to you will never be – recognized
You saw me as a liar – a god damn liar Fooling your emotions Enjoying my deceptions
Now I am left to rot Left with nothing but hatred Relieved of pain, yet suffering In the shadow of your soul - I rot
Enslaved by addiction to pain I’m alway suffering Possessed by a lust to hurt myself and others Humiliating mentality With a grasp of verbal superiority The demons in your head You gave ‘em all to me
In the shadow of your soul The key to my freedom lies Buried down next to your casket I’ll never be free until I die