If I'm being honest I don't want you to be happy I want you to suffer Now what does that say about me You're driving me crazy You make me stupid And you make me lazy I make you mean And God I'm so tired And you're still a liar After years of therapy
I won't be such an easy mark The next time that you find me You won't find me waiting I will get everything I want While you give up so easy Back to the life you hated When there's no one left to blame for the rain Baby what you gonna do with all that pain
I invite him over just to hold me Even if I have to let him know me You ask me if that's biblical And I finally think you're funny Hide the bottles in the closet Leave the glasses in the sink If you're so fucking worried Then just say a prayer for me Did I really hurt you Your misery's leaking All over my bedroom Your crocodile tears You tell me to slow down I think you should go now Burn your image in my mirror
Oh, all the things you tell your friends You put me in your movie Yeah you made me the star, babe That girl is such a maniac I think she loved me too much Well here's to feeling nothing When there's no one left to blame for the rain Baby what you gonna do with all that pain