Woke up, sweating on Tuesday

I had been running circles inside my head at night

Stared at the ceiling

What am I feeling?

I'm ready to turn back off the light

I'm such a hypocrite

And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be

Feel like an idiot

Don't wanna let go of seventeen

Let go of seventeen

By now, I should be over the things that "I'm over"

But somehow it still lingers on, yeah

I'm still afraid of the dark and the space between

When you speak

I'm such a hypocrite

And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be

Feel like an idiot

Don't wanna let go of seventeen

(Let go of seventeen)

Sit in the shower

Same song for an hour

Closing my eyes and seeing green

Faking my feelings

Falling to my knees

I'm such a hypocrite

And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be

Feel like an idiot

Don't wanna let go of seventeen

Let go of seventeen