It's such an ugly thing The way you treated me I should have walked away Never to look back
It's all still haunting me I'm still in disbelief A broken memory Fading into black
I could save you But I fucking hate you There's no escaping it you're never gonna fucking see You don' t know me And you don' t own me And you can' t control me It's only in your fucking dreams
I don' t know When I lost it all - when I lost control I don' t know If I can ever let this - ever let this go
There's nothing you could say To make me want to change You should have walked away Now you fucking run It's all just such a waste The time you stole from me And now you're on your knees Look into the gun
I won' t save you I fucking hate you There's no escaping it I'm never gonna fucking see I don't know you And I don't want to You're uncontrollable A nightmare not a fucking dream
I don' t know When I lost it all - when I lost control I don' t know If I can ever let this - ever let this go
I don' t know If I can ever let this Ever let it go
I don't know (I don't know if I can) (I don't know when I lost) When I lost it all - when I lost control I don't know (I'll never let this go) (I'll never let it go) If I can ever let this - ever let this go