I sometimes close my eyes for hours but never fall asleep -
I'm so jealous of your peacefull state and of the dreams you keep -
I stare at walls and out through windows, so deep into the night -
As shadows shift and shapes emerge, fall in and out of sight -
My body's asleep but my mind's still working -
All through the night I'm tossing and turning -
Oh you dont know this silent torture; frustration that I feel -
A million sleepless night I've prayed this nightmare cant be real