Last night, you said we were more than just friends Now your voice plays over again in my head Ketamine and cocaine on the night stand Now I got a feeling for how this is going to end It's midnight, he's laying next to you instead The same side where you told me you love me to death Is this withdrawal or heart beating out my chest Fuck you very much for leaving my life a mess
I can't take you back, your lies are just a memory I hate the thought of you and me now
But I don't mind, love me for tonight and baby, waste my time Swear I'm tired of sleeping in the silence Fuck, I wish that we could just rewind this Back to when you need me again
I think it's time to let go out of the past About time I listen to all of my friends And tell you, my mommy, I needed you bad It's so true, I get weak when you climb in by bed Cigarette dimly lit on the nightstand A secret, wonder where you and I stand A cold world and an ice-cold girl It's so cruel that you don't deserve
I can't take you back, your lies are just a memory I hate the thought of you and me now
But I don't mind, love me for tonight and baby, waste my time Swear I'm tired of sleeping in the silence Fuck, I wish that we could just rewind this Back to when you need me again
Can't go back home, I know I'll end up in your bed If hearts break slow, then why's it hurt up in my head? Scrolled through your phone and now I'm wishing I was dead Some breaks can't mend, I think I'll take my medicine In my descent of sense, I'm blitzing your memories Is this a case in point or how I just want it to be? If we're all made for love, then God took no time on me I told you from the jump I'd jump ship before we sink
It's took me years to trust for you, my guard, I'd drop it, love Your validation-seeking's up across the pond, you fucked it up
I don't mind, love me for tonight, and baby, waste my time Swear I'm tired of sleeping in the silence Fuck, I wish that we could just rewind this Back to when you need me again