It's been a long time since I had some clarity

I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily

I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying

I got trauma that I'm burying

I think I need some therapy

It's been a long time since I had some clarity

I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily

I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying

I got trauma that I'm burying

I think I need some therapy

You win some, lose some

I don't need a prove nothing

Every time I think how far I've come

I still get goosebumps

New blood drawn from every cut on me that you've done

But I would never lose touch, I love the pain too much

My mind is always bugging

Yeah, I think I need to fumigate

Every time I take a hit, my thoughts start to ruminate

Accumulate, I'm talking to myself just like her Q&A

I'm paranoid with everyone around I don't know who to blame

Old friends, new friends

It's hard to spot the enemy

I can feel the envy in the room just like an entity

Anxiety strickens me, a product of my empathy

I keep my circle smaller cause I need to protect my energy

It's been a long time since I had some clarity

I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily

I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying

I got trauma that I'm burying

I think I need some therapy

It's been a long time since I had some clarity

I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily

I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying

I got trauma that I'm burying

I think I need some therapy

Go away, go away before I really go insane

I keep my feelings stowed away

I'm so afraid to overtake and go astray and float away

I hide it with a poker face

My chest is like an open grave

I'm colder than a frozen lake

'Cause I have been to places that you never want to go, yeah

I got dirt on people, but they act like I don't know, yeah

I could do some damage, but I'll never rock the boat

All it takes is one post

watch 'em fall like dominoes (Whoa)

Elevate, elevate

Sink, reload, and test your fate

I don't talk to God, but if I did

I'd set the record straight

I don't need a single thing from anybody anyway

I just need to medicate and watch my soul elevate

It's been a long time since I had some clarity

I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily

I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying

I got trauma that I'm burying

I think I need some therapy

It's been a long time since I had some clarity

I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily

I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying

I got trauma that I'm burying (Yeah)

I think I need some therapy

It's been a long time since I had some clarity

I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily (Yeah)

I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying

I got trauma that I'm burying

I think I need some therapy (Yeah, yeah)

It's been a long time since I had

some clarity (Clarity, clarity...)

It's been a long time since I had

some clarity (Clarity, clarity...)