She promised me love Eternally The light of the world Will soon leave me Sick of her life and The pain that it brings She shoots herself dead Right in front of me
Her blood stains my face A long silence Throughout this place I just can't believe That something like this Could happen to me My unborn son Still inside her Drowning as she bleeds
The hurt that I now feel No! This is not real The joy and all of the love we had Is gone
Why couldn't she see How this devastates me? To see the death of my wife Right before my eyes
Into a fetal form I lie beside her on the floor The thoughts inside my head Tell me I should be Joining her in her death … To suffer together
A calm has come over me I plainly see how it should be To be with my family Lying dead with them For eternity … In complete misery
I take the gun From her cold, bloody hand I place the barrel Deep inside my own mouth As far as I can
Closing my eyes I pull the trigger Putting a hole right through The back of my head
I fall to the floor Bleeding there motionless Next to my bride As the silence fills The room once again … At the end of my life