dear *marshall*,

dear *marshall*,

i just wanna start out by saying

i still love you

even when i was pregnant with you

it was very hard for me

so many times of torture was worth every minute of it

cuz wen i looked in to those big blue eyes

this was the first time i had ever felt true love

in my whole life

we have a problem marshall

the past 2 years..something really went wrong

i was so excited about your success yet so let down by your

betrayal

playing the role of both mum & dad must of taken a toll on you

more then i ever imagined

*marshall* i did the best i could

i went without seeking half

it was rong of me and i see it now as giving you everything

and never questioning ne thing you eva did

as you were perfect in my eyes

my unconditional love created a spoiled young man

an angry one too

now before god and every1 i must apologise cuz at the time

i thought it was the right thing to do

im torchered daily *marshall* by people always asking me where

such an angry young man ....................

being the only role model in your life, of course they're gonna

blame me

the demeanin me needs to stop and i speak 4 lots of mothers

the words really hurt and they cut like a knife

but theres no way to mend a bleedin heart

if not 4my frenz who ave been there for me and yes

*marshall* they really truely care

i pray some day your not going to be alone and you'll ave frenz like

me.....and they wont be there just for your fame

and no more attacks on me

and vicious acts of heat cuz it really hurts

will the real marshall mathers please stand up?

and take responsibility 4his actions

and im gonna close this *marsh* by saying

its not too late for change

and always sincerely your only mother