I saw you with a very loose grip on your tight ship
And I left you with a very big mess
then I watched it progress
Took a little time for your trip
but I saw you starting to slip
And you always kept your eyes
on any little hiding spot that you had forgot
And I saw you after a decent spell in a private hell
And I told you, "I hope I live a thousand lives
hope I live them well"
Fought my mind to keep my life
but my body's putting up a tougher fight
Yeah if it feels wrong, you can go on along
But once it feels right then you just lost the fight


I saw you with a very loose grip on your tight ship
And I lost you when you said one hit couldn't hurt a bit
Took a little time for your trip
but I saw you starting to slip
Cause you always kept your eyes
on any little hiding spot that you had forgot
I can't shake the terror of my life fleeting
minute by minute
Even when I can't imagine another day waking up in it
Fought my mind to keep my life
but my body's putting up a tougher fight
Yeah if it feels wrong, you can go on along
But once it feels right then you just lost the fight