She rocked me back and forth until I quit crying Then she looked into that baby face of mine and in an angels voice, she sang this lullaby until my slumber carried me into the night
"I'm grateful for these moments with you, child I know you're only mine to borrow for a while and then one day, soon you need to crawl away It's in your nature; Its just how we were made I will still be loving you"
She wished for us a normal family life but four of us became my brother, she and I Times were hard for us but somehow we got by She was fearless through her tears and sacrifice
I grew up much faster than she must've liked but when she knew that she taught me wrong from right she said "go on, I know you need to move away Childhood is manhood slightly delayed I will still be loving you"
So I left home to try and find my way Like a blind man feeling his way through a maze To love and lose befriend but not to betray because the things you taught inform how I behave In my darkest hours when I am afraid or I'm not sure that I can take another day I remember the one promise that you made "If the whole world shuts you down it'll be okay cause I will still be loving you"
Now that I'm a man I realize what a gift it's been to have you in my life Your spirit is young although your body is tired soon for good you'll have to close your eyes with the years around your body like a weight I guess that too is just how we are made so when the angels come to carry you away may they whisper in your ears my serenade I will still be loving you