Honestly, I didn't think I'd end up here this time
Or anywhere at all, I'm distant
just enough to never fall behind
Picturing the saddest scene of wearing bedsheets
And two pats on the back: It just takes time
It's getting late
Since when did taking time take all my life? Mm-mm

Mommy, I'm afraid I've been talking to the hotline again
It's stirring, but the ripples always seek out
the ones who carry me, me

I blocked out the month of February for support
At least I have this year
I won't bе worrying anyone on tour, mm-mm
As we speak, I'm hеre to meet devils for tea
Peering 'round the corner of my life
I throw my drink into the faces of my demise, mm-mm

At thirty, your honey's gonna ask you
What the hell is wrong with me?
And finally, an answer from your throat comes crawling
And you can proceed