I was violent from the wine and the silence
I was drunk but decided
I could see it
See me now
Call me out and you're right
You think I messed with your life
I just stayed too long
Couldn't commit and I can't move on

If you order me to stay
I will stay right here forever and I'll never change
But it's hard enough to say I've been gone for days
Already I'm so far away

How do you do it?
You get through it then you put yourself through it again
Love is delusion
You get through it then you put yourself through it again
I was me before we met
I'm still thе same now that I let you go
How do you do it?
You get through it, and thеn you do it again

Now I'm trying
Come alive and get it right, yeah
You know they say it's always different with the lights on
But I see it
See you now

You used to tell me you could trust me
I believed it
Said you loved me
Did you mean it?
Cause it's ugly how you see it, see me now

If you order me to stay
I will stay right here forever and I'll never change
But it's hard enough to say I've been gone for days
Already I'm so far away

How do you do it?
You get through it then you put yourself through it again
Love is delusion
You get through it then you put yourself through it again
I was me before we met
I'm still the same now that I let you go
How do you do it?
You get through it, and then you do it again

Is it love? Is it trust?
When it all just turns to dust
We both wanted it so much
Even good things just get stuck

Is it love? Is it trust?
Cause I never felt enough
We both wanted it so much
Even good things just get stuck

How do you do it?
You get through it then you put yourself through it again
Love is delusion
You get through it then you put yourself through it again
I was me before we met
I'm still the same now that I let you go
How do you do it?
You get through it, and then you do it again