It keeps spinning
a
since
It's hard to say
I'm feeling drunk for weeks

it is spinning
it is spinning
since before
you were aware

I kept f'you the
The worst part of me
The worst part of me
I made you ah
Cuz you deserve to
Cuz you deserve to

I am behaving like I should
I have the right to
not face my thoughts
my beer is colder than my heart
it's not a competition
but you know who would lose

you know I'm fully loaded
it feels like years of waiting
why should I make plans
if everytime everything changes

we cannot miss the the route
someone will charge the check
I gave you everything and that's why I'm telling you that

I kept f'you the
The worst part of me
The worst part of me
I made you ah
Cuz you deserve to
Cuz you deserve to

And I'm dying