Jungkook

22 May year 22

I thought my body was floating
But it was actually the hard floor
I couldn't feel anything for a while
My body just felt unbearably heavy
I couldn't even open my eyelids
I couldn't swallow or breathe
My consciousness was scattering
And everything was gradually getting dimmer

But then suddenly
My entire body started shaking
As if it was shocked by something
I opened my eyes in the midst
Of the unknown pain and agony
A light faintly came into my view
Beyond my uncomfortable sight
That felt like it was blocked by sand
It didn't move and just floated in the air
The figure became clear after staring at it
For a long time
It was the moon

My head must've flipped back
Because the world was turned upside down
In that world
The moon was up upside down as well
I tried to cough for air but I couldn't move
And then a rush of cold air hit. I got scared
I tried moving my lips but no words came out
I didn't close my eyes
But it started gradually getting dark
Someone spoke to me
While I was slowly losing my consciousness

"living is going to be more painful than death
But do you still want to live? "