Challenges of a goal

I feel as if it had lost something that I never had

The rage takes care of me without having an only reason at least

I feel as if it had changed

I notice like this that the things more nape will be the same ones

My life way changes suddenly

And nor I feel the rain drops that fall in my body

I feel insecure more nor I have with what to worry

Because I don't still have anything

Anything I belong

I am completely alone in this place

The shade and the darkness pursue me side by side

My desire at this time would be to disappear in subject of seconds

So that it never again returns to this place

At this time raisin for my head the worst possible feelings

And even the impossible

I see that cannot really trust in anything and nor in anybody

Because the situations can always change everything and all

Being my life would give like this never right

I would not have forces to struggle

Enemies are always in my road

This that I cannot trace without challenges walk

And the challenges that strengthen me more and more

Therefore I am in a gloomy place, emptiness and sad

At the same time I always have forces for struggling

It is never to give up my main goal: to live

And it is for my true spirits that I look for this goal

Spirits that actually don't belong me

But they are them the only reasons of my existence

Without them I would not be really anything