I'm at a party losin' my mind
I check my phone, still don't know the time
They say, “drink some alcohol
Then take all this Adderall”
I'm at a club, I'm losin' my cool
Thinkin about how I've been used
Through the years of my sad life
Contemplate while I hold my knife

If I'm lost
Then I'll be

Hidin' in the bathroom
With just me, myself, and I
Find a window, try to escape
I'm in no state of mind
To be out, to be out
Let me out, let me out
And take me home
So I can be alone

I know, I know, you've never seen me like this
But if I stay, I'd scarе you all shitless
I do some crazy shit
When I'm a dеpressive bitch
I know, I know, u want me to have fun
But I'm about to cry my fucking heart out
I just wanna go to sleep
This night wasn't meant for me

I'm just thinkin'
With my stupid brain

Hidin' in the bathroom
With just me, myself, and I
Find a window, try to escape
I'm in no state of mind
To be out, to be out
Let me out, let me out
And take me home
So I can be alone

I'm in no state of mind
To go out tonight
Take me away, take me away
I'll stay in my solitude

Hidin' in the bathroom
With just me, myself, and I
Find a window, try to escape
I'm in no state of mind
To be out, to be out
Let me out, let me out
And take me home
So I can be alone