TRYING REALLY HARD IM TRYING HARDER THAN I EVER HAVE BEFORE USED TO THINK THAT TAKING CARE OF MYSELF WOULD JUST BECOME A REAL BORE ON FRIDAY NIGHTS I DONT SPEND TOO MUCH TIME LYING ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR (LIKE I USED TO) THE DEMONS DEEP INSIDE OF ME THEY MIGHT HAVE FINALLY BEEN SET FREE
AND I GUESS THIS IS WHAT THEY MEAN WHEN THEY SAY PEOPLE CAN CHANGE CUZ I FINALLY FEEL FREE I FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME
CHANGED THE COLOR OF THE BED SHEETS NOW THEY ARE A PRETTY PALE PINK TRADED HER IN FOR A NEW GIRL AND SHES LOOKING PRETTY FINE BUT SOMETIMES SHE DONT LISTEN TO ME AND IT MAKES ME WANNA LOSE MY MIND (LIKE YOU USED TO) I TRY TO BLAME IT ALL ON YOU BUT I KNOW THAT IM TO BLAME TOO
AND I GUESS THIS IS WHAT THEY MEAN WHEN THEY SAY PEOPLE CAN CHANGE CUZ I FINALLY FEEL FREE I FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME
I USED TO THINK THAT I WOULD DIE WITHOUT YOU AND NO OFFENSE TO YOU BUT IM DOING FINE TOO FOR THE FIRST TIME