My fear was falling in love
and lose myself for love
my fear was to let my hurts overcome me
My fear was letting someone in
and then leave easily

I can hate everybody sometimes
I can be unintentionally thick
and lie to get along
I can love doing senseless things
I can laugh whenever I want
because this is my life

I can cry sometimes for insecurities
And need my mother's lap
From my father's embrace
I've been through so much shit but I'm standing
Because I know my ability
I know myself well enough to know
that I can't be beaten easily

I always stopped giving myself drinks
I'm loving myself more
I'm away from the bad people
I'm quick when it comes to checks to sign
huge three-story house
I'm doing fine, I can see

my fear was falling in love
and lose myself for love
my fear was to let my hurts overcome me
My fear was letting someone in
and then leave easily

I can hate everybody sometimes
I can be unintentionally thick
and lie to get along
I can love doing senseless things
I can laugh whenever I want
because this is my life

ups and downs always (because this is my life)
Stopping caring for many
many who don't care about me
approaching me to get something
oh I can't give you, I can't
because this is my life

I can hate everybody sometimes
I can be unintentionally thick
and lie to get along
I can love doing senseless things
I can laugh whenever I want
because this is my life