Lying awake, 4 in the morning

Caught in the storm, it won't stop pouring

Losing myself, losing the moment

Losing my grip, I can't keep holding

Oh

I know I can't go on like this, oh

Maybe there's something more than one more night

On the edge of my life, can't take anymore

Crying all night on the bedroom floor

Fighting myself, not winning the war

Gotta lose you to find me

Bury it down like I always do

Lie to myself when I know that it's true

Out of my head, I'm fucking through

Gotta lose you to find me

Stuck on repeat, over and over

Smile on my face with no composure

Maybe I can't get any lower

Running away won't get me closer, oh

I know I can't go on like this, oh

Maybe there's something more than one more night

On the edge of my life, can't take anymore

Crying all night on the bedroom floor

Fighting myself, not winning the war

Gotta lose you to find me

Bury it down like I always do

Lie to myself when I know that it's true

Out of my head, I'm fucking through

Gotta lose you to find me

Couldn't change anyway

Guess I'm on my own

I'm afraid I was made to be all alone

All alone

I know I can't go on like this

Maybe there's something more than one more night

On the edge of my life, can't take anymore

Crying all night on the bedroom floor

Fighting myself, not winning the war

Gotta lose you to find me

Bury it down like I always do

Lie to myself when I know that it's true

Out of my head, I'm fucking through

Gotta lose you to find me

Gotta lose you to find me