I'm sad and crying under the covers
My thigh is completely wet
Because of my burning tears
I felt savage for a moment
But everything turned out in no time

This colorful friendship
Broke up with me inside
I'm like a rock
Hard as a rock
As stone

I looked at the mirror
It was another person
I wanted to die in that moment
But there was someone who made me live
It was you, the source of my strength
It was you, my wanting to live
It was you, my dream to be won
It was all you, it was you, baby

I despised myself for a thousand years
It was like that never happened
I did not want to see myself
I was scared of myself
I was a showman, different from you

This colorful friendship
Broke up with me inside
I'm like a rock
Hard as a rock
As stone

I looked at the mirror
It was another person
I wanted to die in that moment
But there was someone who made me live
It was you, the source of my strength
It was you, my wanting to live
It was you, my dream to be won
It was all you, it was you, baby

That was my wish
Pull the lever
I was going to whip you
With all my strength
For love, for you

That was my wish
Pull the lever
I was going to whip you
With all my strength
For love, for you

This colorful friendship
Broke up with me inside
I'm like a rock
Hard as a rock
As stone

I looked at the mirror
It was another person
I wanted to die in that moment
But there was someone who made me live
It was you, the source of my strength
It was you, my wanting to live
It was you, my dream to be won
It was all you, it was you, baby