You spend every day creating a new look
so nobody ever knows who you really are
it's a reaction to world being what it is
and people being who they are
it's tearing apart the only thing that I bought in
so how can you say that I sold out

I need a release from the pain of living

now I can't believe that with all my friends
I am the loneliest person in the world
I have this huge rock of regret
that climbs on my shoulder every time
every time I do something for myself
every time I do something for myself

I need a release from the pain of living