What if I'm not meant to love
And I've lost all of my chosen ones
Being picky and obscene? (Picky and obscene)
What if love wasn't made for me?
I'm tired of waking up in my own head
Staring for hours at my phone in bed
Swiping left, swiping right
None of it seems right

And maybe it's just me, but

I don't wanna be eighteen
Getting married in a church with a diamond ring
If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No, no, no)
I don't wanna be twenty-three
With a white picket fence, no job and no degree
If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No, no, no)

I wanna see the world, feel it all
Make mistakes, be my downfall
Break my heart a couple times
Love myself out of spite

And maybe it's just me, but

I don't wanna be eighteen
Getting married in a church with a diamond ring
If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No, no, no)
I don't wanna be twenty-three
With a white picket fence, no job and no degree
If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love
Love, love, love, love (Ah, ah, ah, ah)

I don't wanna be forty-three
Living half my life, nothing to show of me
If that's it, (Maybe) if that's it (Maybe)
Maybe, it's just me

I don't wanna be eighteen
Getting married in a church with a diamond ring
If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No, no, no)
I don't wanna be twenty-three
With a white picket fence, no job and no degree
If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No!)
No, I don't wanna fall in love (No!)